Woo. I'm TONS better today - thanks to all of you guys (and those who just emailed) who said something. I really appreciate the encouragement - more than you have ANY idea. ^^ And no, I'm not quitting my writing. I just had to do my little tail-spin thing and moan for a while. And... um, cry and stuff. But I'm better now! ^_^

Hearing from people REALLY helped.

In other news... yes, Gwen - that WAS the midwest. Dear heavens, there is NOTHING out there for miles. @_@ It's incredible. Understand, I grew up in the woods of Pennsylvania; we had 11 acres of forested land. Kansas was scary. ~_^ And I'm sorry you're ill - I hope you get better soon. ^^;

And boy, do you seem to be having an interesting time lately, Leareth. >_< If you DO come to the US, be sure to come somewhere near the west coast so I can take care of you for a while. ~_^ Which isn't as scary as it sounds.... I'm overtired. @_@

*pokes* Manzai* Where'd you GOOOO... new laptop, no excuses... ~_^

Oi. Going to bed NOW, actually, but... blah. I shouldn't blog when I'm depressed, I really shouldn't -

And I KNOW I can write. I also know I'm not the greatest writer in the world - I don't expect to be. However, I have to say that being told that your writing is "...blah. Just blah." by somebody whose opinion you respect... um... hurts.

Especially when you trust that somebody to be honest.

Oooookay. Not crying. Nope. I'm going to go to sleep and wake up in the morning and wonder why I bothered to blog this.

Maybe.

........fuck.

Home now. *wibblethud* Tawk to you tomorrow.

Oh, and btw:

What Type of Villain are You?
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HOLY CRAP

Whee! In Missouri now! ^_^ Fun abounds. ~_^

Woooo, GORGEOUS layout, Leareth! I love it - even if I DO think that Anakin needs to be beaten with a very large stick. Or at least his actor. ~_^

Thanks, Chaos. I'm glad you like it, as it amuses me. ~_^

Ooooh, Vega - I made a COPY of "one;" that way we still have the original just in case we still need it. ^_^

And Isa, I WILL read the fic, I promise. Eventually. *coughs* I have lots to do right now. ^^;;

Woo. We made it to Columbus Ohio - from New York City. That's pretty decent. ^_^ And now, I am trying to get Julie into Tokyo Babylon. *crosses fingers* Whee. ^_^

Woo... I LIKED doing work on this blog. ^__^ That was fun - and Kaworu makes a pretty addition to any site. ~_^

Okay. Leaving NYC now. I can't escape the feeling that I won't be back here for a while - just like I can't escape the feeling that my grandma isn't going to be around for much longer. Gods, I wish I could get her to know the listen about the whole Jesus thing....

Bwah. On that note, begone with me. ^^

In NYC. ^_^ Much fun. Attempted to lighten the image up top becuase it was too dark; I hope it's not too LIGHT now. *chuckles weakly*

Had a fun trip last night - drove to Maryland, which is three hours; drove from there to NYC, which is five hours. Stopped once for breakfast, once for a nap. All is well - and it is SO nice to have someone with me whom I can trust behind the wheel. ^__^

Okay. Eating cold pizza and going to bed...soon. Muaha. ~_^

Wheee! Just made it out. ^___^ I'm on the road now, and probably will be all night - wooo, I love life. ~_^

And yes, Chaos. Somebody DID get my blog by looking for "nude cosplayers." o_O

Check in with y'all later, folks. ^_^

...Dr. Shockey's leaving.

You have to understand - he's the choir teacher/voice specialist at our school; he's been there for almost as long as I've been ALIVE. And he's leaving. He's going to Seattle, Washington - and I don't know why.

Well... okay. Taking deep breaths. I'm going to the party tonight (surprise going away party for him) at 7:00pm, and THEN I'm leaving to pick up Julie. This... has really knocked me off my feet. ;_;

Oh, and btw - My main page reaaaaaally looks different now. As Takira said, "there was a time you would have eaten eggshells rather than put Kamui on your page." Well, this is true - but that particular scan is SO freaking weird I had to do something with it. ^_^

Just be glad I didn't use the one where he explodes all over the place. ~_^

Going away to be stunned now. @_@

Oi, this is insane - I'm packing double-quick now, you see. I'm leaving tonight - going down south to Maryland, and then back UP north again toward NYC. This should be a very interesting drive, lemme tell ya. ^_^;

At any rate, now I'm waiting for the washer and dryer to finish cleaning my landlady's sheets and things, while packing my few remaining thingies in the car. Julie and I are going to have a real blast.

Did your day work out okay, Tigger? I hope so - I got your messages, but discovered that I left my phone charger back in CA. @_@ Have now bought a new one and am in the process of charging...

And yes, K. It sounds like God's doing the "patience" thing with all of us these days. ~_^

Lookit. New blog. Pretty, evil men.

My life is complete. ~_^