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+ + Sunday, October 7, 2001 + +

^_^ Yes, I am alive. I'm spending the night at Manzai's house, so don't expect to hear from me until late tomorrow. ^^;; (Hey - it's called STRESS RELIEF after the week I've had >_<)

And on a random note, don't be silly, MJ - you're MORE than capable of being the new high priest...

*coughs* Don't look at me funny. HE knows what I'm talking about. ~_^


+ + Friday, October 5, 2001 + +

Eee! Okay NOT fluff tonight - but still quite fun. ^_^ *bounces*

Btw, guys, some of the images aren't working. *pouts*

....and who's "Li?" o_O


+ + Friday, October 5, 2001 + +

Heh. At least this day ENDED well... I'm still a mod at Planet Namek, although I WASN'T for a while there. Little mistake - my username had been input incorrectly into the mod's board, and suddenly there was this BIG mess and... oi. Glad that's over. Sort of a good way to end the day, too. >_<

Know what? I'm crawling off to watch what's happening at Meifu. Why? Because it's absolute fluff and I could definitely use some - especially now that I know what's going on. ^^;;


+ + Thursday, October 4, 2001 + +

WARNING: THIS IS A RANT. IT'S A NASTY RANT. IT'S A RANT THAT COMES OFF FOUR HOURS OF DEALING WITH SOMEONE WHO IS PROBABLY USING ME. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED

...you know something I hate? I REALLY hate? People who talk to you and claim they're about to commit suicide... and it's a plea for attention, not serious.

I've called 911 for folks who've done this to me in the past, only to find they didn't mean it; it takes a LOT out of you to counsel a friend for four hours who then says something like, "no, I can't take it...I'm ending it now. I know just how I'm going to do it. Goodbye." and then just...hangs UP on you... and they didn't fucking MEAN IT AT ALL.

Okay. When you're my friend, I really, REALLY care about you. I'll do anything FOR you - I'll drive anywhere, lend whatever I can, give, care, hug, and cry with you... so this kind of treatment... it just rips my heart out.

I'd like to know how I'm expected to KEEP being that way when people do things like this.

I dunno. Maybe I'm "too good a listener." I have no idea, but... please don't EVER do it to your friends, okay? It's not a good way to function.


+ + Thursday, October 4, 2001 + +

...I gotta say, Taryn, that 1. I'm suddenly VERY glad for my own brother, because problems he DOES have aside, he would never do that. He's actually very considerate.@_@ And 2.......you make all those web creations on THAT COMPUTER? Good, LORD, girl...unless you do them at work, or something... I was assuming this whole time you were one of those lucky chicks who has the Pentium 4, hugemongous monitor, comp-that-will-do-all-but-the-dishes computers. Heh. You have earned yet more of my respect. ^_^


+ + Thursday, October 4, 2001 + +

AAAAAAH!! Yet ANOTHER friend was there!! *whimpers* That makes not one but two people I care about who were IN New York City and SAW the planes crash.

Thank God Marix is okay, too...


+ + Thursday, October 4, 2001 + +

*snickers* I think Vega put it best: "Wait, I wished you dreams of Juunnana and Vejiita, and you dreampt of the midget wizard with a scar, a pyro pilot, and a scary silver-haired doctor?"

*coughs* Well. Yes. ^_^; Problem?

In other news....

*laughing* All these people (and a few who mentioned it in person rather than on blog) think I should turn my dream into a story. You know, I COULD - it was detailed enough. But guys, this would seriously BE the crossover from hell. I might just have to call it that. If I do it.

I'm going to be good. I'm not going to do it, honestly.

....maybe. *sneaky grin*

(shoot me. ~_^)

Glad to see Taryn's back again - dunno WHAT'S up with her server these days; and, if she perchances to see this, I vote for Downard Spiral. Seems to fit, no da? ^_^

Ooooh, Vega-chan, that's exactly what I WAS thinking! But don't steal it. About 600 Million people did it before I came up with it. *smiles proudly* *coughs* That is to say, it seemed to fit to ME. And in that order too, imagine that. ^^;; And yes, Seishirou IS sexy and scary. They kinda feed off each other. And good gods, I DO hope the shikigami got Relena... *chuckles* And... (you were right - you DID write a book) that prof DOES sound rather scary. I can only think of two I've ever known who, if they did that, would NOT send me staring into space blankly. And what set Treize-sama off, you wonder? *cackles* RP with me tomorrow and find out. ^_^

*whew* Lesse, who else....

Isa's back from the dead - and moved into her new place, which is just GREAT. The friendly cats help, too. ^_^

Manzai... you didn't update your blog with chapter 12! Shame on you! ~_^

Oh - did I mention my car's in the shop? I'm totally house-bound today. Does THAT ever suck.

Eeeee!! I finally understand this! *laughing* Meifu, indeed... Now that I know who everybody is, it's MUCH more fun to watch. Amazing what knowledge does for ya. ^_^ But... why is Watari all semi-chibi-weepy? o_O Erm... is this his constant state of existance and I missed it somehow, or a plot (ha, ha) point?

OOOOOH, and I forgot to mention (assuming ANYbody reads down this far) - I'm now working full time AND attending school full time.

I have no life.

Thank you. *bows gracefully away*


+ + Wednesday, October 3, 2001 + +

Okay. I just had the freaking WEIRDEST DREAM I have ever had. It combined Yami no Matsuei, Gundam Wing, Harry Potter, and Petshop of Horrors. No, I'm not kidding.

All I know is, I'm never going to forget Count D saying in that lovely OVA voice of his, "Too great a love can be sin, Wufei." Gah. I know it sounds silly out of context, but this is right AFTER Treize tried to have all the shinigamis killed and Muraki was off plotting in the corner (with third degree burns because Wufei's a fire elemental) and Hisoka and Tsuzuki were having trouble keeping Wufei from getting depressed enough to kill himself and all of this was apparently taking place in Gringotts some ten or twenty miles underground London.

...no, I don't know what I had for dinner that did this, either. All I know is that line - with Count D saying it - just might make it into a fanfic somehow. I dunno for sure - it was just awfully powerful when in context.

Erm. Sans Wufei. I love Wu, but...

...then again, they ARE both Chinese....

Argh! No! NO HIDEOUS CROSSOVERS!

...okay. Going back to bed. @_______________@


+ + Tuesday, October 2, 2001 + +

I changed the script used to compress the text here; lemme know if that took care of the link problems, guys. ^_^


+ + Tuesday, October 2, 2001 + +

Hm... okay, guys - WHICH links won't work? They all work when I click on them from here, but if something isn't working for you two, then it's likely not working for other people. ^^

Oh, and I meant nothing, Vega, except to enjoy the irony that one Isa pointed out to me a while ago; yay, birthdays: we managed not to die for another year. ^_^

*coughs* I guess you have to be morbid to find it funny. ^^;


+ + Tuesday, October 2, 2001 + +

Whew... okay. 'Tis up again. ^_^ Worldzone is quite the awesome group... kept me updated the entire time. ^_^ Anyway, there you go. I again have pictures. *waves teeny flag*


+ + Tuesday, October 2, 2001 + +

Feh! Some IDIOT on my server used a faulty PHP script and it used up so much bandwidth stuff crashed. >_< None of my image are working... however, my server-people (they REALLY do rock ^_^) have contacted me and are keeping me abreast of the situation. Sorry for any inconvenience this is causing to anyone. ^^;;


+ + Tuesday, October 2, 2001 + +

And to finish off this long day of blogging, allow me to present chapter two of the Cumber Fic - Love's Labours Lost now has its second chapter up. And I fear only one of my beta readers was awake, so... it could be very scary. @_@ You have been warned.


+ + Tuesday, October 2, 2001 + +

...Tsuzuki's not completely human. Eh, heh... @_@

Takira... I think you'll find the similarities growing in between this and "play" to be... ah, a little frightening....

Oh, and I know where Leareth's Skeery Doll Fic came from now. ^^;; Oh, quick question (speaking of Leareth... where did the images for that wallpaper come from?


+ + Monday, October 1, 2001 + +

Hm. Know what? I blogged a whole heck of a lot in the past hour or so. *coughs* Sorry to require so much scrolling for everybody. ^^;; On the other hand, I'm ALL caught up on my blog-reading. ^_^ Almost everybody got SOME sort of comment...... *goes to do something constructive*


+ + Monday, October 1, 2001 + +

*chuckles* I understand completely, Natalie...

Ooh! Taryn is back! Huzzah! ^_^

Happy Birthday, Vega, while we're at it... woo. Of age. Go you for not dying yet. ~_^

And Whitecat seems to be in the same condition that I am regarding school - loooots of twitchiiiiiiiing...


+ + Monday, October 1, 2001 + +

LOVE the layout, Liz! And the screencaps are VERY interesting... dang, I can't wait to get this thing. *swats Fuuma because he needs it*

*swats him again* *feels a WHOLE lot better*


+ + Monday, October 1, 2001 + +

*cackles* Hey, Manzai - you should look at Lilack's blog; she mentions Blade of the Immortal - and remember how I was telling you it reminded me of Kenshin? Well, she compares them and says it's BETTER. HA. ^_^

And I agree with you guys; at the age of 25, it's NICE to finally find some bishounen (or is that bisenin?) that are OVER 16. -_-;; *sniffles* I'm SO far past the age of anime perfection... ~_^


+ + Monday, October 1, 2001 + +

YAAAAAAY!! Crono lives Crono lives Crono LIIIIIVES!! *whew* Boy, is THAT a relief - and if you get to see this, dear, good luck to your brother... or something. That is just freaking weird. @_@


+ + Monday, October 1, 2001 + +

Eeee... April... brave girl. Although I suppose you don't have much of a choice. >_< And you know something? They were some low blows that were thrown at you.

It's weird... see, I'm 25 - and I am JUST old enough to be able to see things from both your point of view and your mother's; it makes me very sad that she IS being hypocritical and striking you so low - just as it makes me sad that circumstances have forced you to be SO sure of yourself and your choices at this age. It IS young - not that that means a whole lot, but it is young to have to try to know yourself so thoroughly. ^^;;

At least you won't have to run away - that was worrying me. Whatever choices you make (and whether I, another born-again Christian, agree with them) has nothing to do with your worth and your friendship. I'm really, REALLY, REALLY glad that this has turned out better than expected.

*chuckles* I can't decide whether to be furious with...Philip, I think is his name... or relieved because he DID prevent this thing from blowing sky high. ^^;; Bet you won't be telling him any secrets any time soon.... *chuckles again* I'm betting Meredith is feeling kind of the same way.

Oh - and so you know - my mother uses that kind of psychological warfare, too; however, she's solidly bipolar, which gives her SOME excuse. ^^;; Means, basically, that you have to use a lot of strength to ignore what your momma has told you all your life - no da?

Sucks, doesn't it? ~_^

Okay. I've rambled SO much more than is good for me on a day that had a lot of stress. ^^;; Did I mention my car is dying? Feeeeeeeeeeh.

....feh.


+ + Monday, October 1, 2001 + +

Mental note: Anything that can go wrong, will.

You think I'm kidding? I'm noooooooot... @_@ Let me put it this way: 700 missing orders. Do I need to say anymore? And no, this is nobody's fault, thank God; just a matter of our site getting SO much traffic and SO many orders (said 700 came in over the course of a day and a half) that it actually crashed the system.

......wheeeeee.....

Oh, and you're right, Leareth - YnM does not inspire obssession as did Tokyo Babylon; I don't think anything ever COULD. That series is.......gah. However, it IS quite fascinating, and I like the characters. ^_^;;

And now, I must needs go bang my head on the desk for a while in hopes that it will aid me in recovering lost things.


+ + Monday, October 1, 2001 + +

Meep... this thing is VERY interesting. I'm glad I found this site. ^^;;


+ + Monday, October 1, 2001 + +

*snickering* Okay, Tsuzuki... what in HELL possessed you to enter into a poker game with stakes like THAT?!? Oi... ^_^;


+ + Monday, October 1, 2001 + +

*blinks*.... Muraki's freaking nuts. 'Nuff said.


+ + Monday, October 1, 2001 + +

Oooh ooh ohh! AWESOME SITE! This sucker gives summaries of the Yami no Matsuei (that doesn't look right... o_o) manga. *beams* IIIII hhhhhhhaaaaaaaaave PLOT LIIIIINES!


+ + Monday, October 1, 2001 + +

I just took this test, and according to THAT I'm a cross between Hisoka and Muraki. @_@ That's... kind of disturbing.


+ + Sunday, September 30, 2001 + +

Hey, Juunigou - I think the time has come to try for this again. If you'll recall, the reason you were put on hold last time had to do with further development of style, etc; I just read Too Cruel chapter three, and, in my opinion, you've reached that point. I'd be quite honored if you'd submit to the GFWR again - I haven't spoken with Raksha, but... well. 'Tis my opinion. ^^;;


+ + Sunday, September 30, 2001 + +

Meep... Liz? Your sister? WHAT surgery? Eeeeeeeee??

And April? @_@ *laughs weakly* You sound like you're going on a drug bust, or something...

And of course, Crono is still missing. >_< Waaah... what's HAPPENING to everybody?


+ + Sunday, September 30, 2001 + +

Interesting, Leareth? Probably. ^^ I don't know enough of stuff yet to say - I need more info! However, the reaaaaaally general outline of the plot and character info I got definitely got my attention... I want MORE. *pouts and hits the search engines*


+ + Sunday, September 30, 2001 + +

Interesting, Leareth? Probably. ^^ I don't know enough of stuff yet to say - I need more info! However, the reaaaaaally general outline of the plot and character info I got definitely got my attention... I want MORE. *pouts and hits the search engines*


+ + Saturday, September 29, 2001 + +

Hm. You know something? This Yami no... Matsuei (I think I'm spelling that right - dyslexic and going by memory here, folks ^^) looks really interesting. Are there scanlations (to use Leareth's term) online anywere?


+ + Saturday, September 29, 2001 + +

*still reading* I'm beginning to think that Seiichirou is a relatively common name in Japan - is this true? Or are this and the Seiichirou in X just a weird coincidence?

Also, this Muraki fellow seems quite bizarre. And suddenly, I get Leareth's lovely doll story. (NOTE: "lovely" is a sarcasm; it is magnificently written, but do NOT read it if you are squicked easily, don't like lemons, or are at all afraid of porcelain dolls. Got it?)


+ + Saturday, September 29, 2001 + +

Ooh, looky what I did. ^^ And why, you might ask, did I change my layout to feature someone that I particularly want to smack?

For the shallowest of all reasons: he's purty. -_-;; Oi... so much for values training...







 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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