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Wednesday, May 12, 2004 :: 12:25 a.m.

(I'm going to be terrible and not tell you WHAT San is looking at because I don't want people knowing about Whims yet. I'm awful, aren't I?)

San looked out over the sea and watched the creatures swimming away. "How do they do that?" he wondered.

"How does anyone do anything?" Brutus murmured beside him. And then, surprisingly, he smiled. "Whether that's deep or stupid is up to you to decide. It's time to go." And he turned and walked away.

"...he gives me the biggest headache sometimes," moaned San, and followed.

Monday, May 10, 2004 :: 11:44 p.m.

"Well, look at it this way." Alex studied the sky, arms folded beneath his head; and he grinned. "At least I don't have a tail."

Saturday, May 8, 2004 :: 10:05 p.m.

Guess what I'M going to do?

I'm going to write just a little bit of something - if I can - every single day. Partially because I'm tired of not having time to just WRITE, but also because I need to hone my skills, such as they are.

Sounds silly? Maybe. But I think it's a little bit like music and sports. If you don't practice those muscles... how can you expect them to work for you when it's time to run the race?

Sunday, March 14, 2004 :: 01:27 a.m.

Wah, I haven't had time to write in AGES! ;_; Hopefully now that my schedule is changing I'll be able to squeeze some in... my charas (including folks like Snape and everybody from the Experiment fic) are all beginning to get very miffed with me. ^^;

Monday, February 16, 2004 :: 01:44 a.m.

New Harry Potter fic (Wai Snape!). Click here and enjoy. ^_^

Thursday, January 29, 2004 :: 10:43 p.m.

Hmmm... WILL be posting more story-stuff soon. Just busy busy busy busy... ^_^;;

Sunday, January 11, 2004 :: 03:37 a.m.

More Tokyo Babylon. ^_^ The Birthday Boy, chapter three.

Go here for the fanfic menu and the rest of this story, since I haven't touched it in a while. ^^;

Bwah, gonna try to sleep again now... please let me know if you see anyhing odd before I "officially" post it. Thanks!

Tuesday, January 6, 2004 :: 06:31 p.m.

Mmmmm... chapter update. I AM NOT DEAD! ^_^

Clamp Campus Detectives - fun. ^^
The newspaper editor was named Zuuto Asasho, and he was having a miserable day.

It wasn't enough that last-minute changes came from the owner of the paper, not to be rejected under any circumstances and delivered by the most grim ten-year-old he'd ever seen. It wasn't enough that he'd now been trusted with an absurd password, and told to await the arrival of the most famed thief of the decade and to turn away imposters with absolute aplomb. No, the worst part of all was the one he wrestled wtih now; without a doubt, the very last straw was the costume. It was rather fortunate, he thought, that his staff knew him well enough not to laugh.

Fine. These people wanted him to do this thing for them? FINE. He'd do it, all right - but he'd do it in a way that they would never forget and would make him feel almost 100% better. If not for the Zorro mask, that was.


Akira had never been so glad for a Saturday. Sleepy, still limping slightly, he rose from his bed and padded down the stairs in stocking feet, absently clutching his stuffed bear to his side and rubbing his eyes with one fist. His mothers were nowhere to be seen, but somehow that did not surprise him. He knew where they'd be: in the room with that horrible, horrible knife.

Sniffling a little for the hardness of the world, Akira went to the door and fetched the newspaper. Then, with one foot over the mantle, he froze.

The headline was huge: MYSTERIOUS HERO CALLS OUT 20 MASKS!

"...oh, no," Akira said softly, and unfolded the front page. The article was brief, for all its headline-status. The life which you enjoy so highly is at stake. Please contact the editor for more information. That had the chairman all over it, somehow, but Akira could not for the life of him understand why he was being contactd in this way. Could it have to do with the knife?

Akira closed the front door behind him and gazed up the stairs. He could hear his mothers up there, speaking in strange, too-smooth tones presumably to the knife, and he began to feel the first real stab of fear. Taking a deep, slow breath, he picked up the phone extension in the living room and dialed.


"Asasho, Clamp Campus Newspaper. What is it?"

Akira couldn't blame the man for his rudeness; if his day had been anything like Akira's own, rudeness was the safest reaction. "I am calling about the headline today regarding 20 Masks."

The man on the other end grumbled. "You too, huh? Great, now kids are into it... okay, okay, fine. I'm supposed to ask you this question - you don't get it right, and this converesation is over. Understand?"

Fear washed through Akira's soul. "Yes, sir, I understand."

HIs politeness had a slightly soothing effect. "All right, kid, here it is," said the beleaguered editor, no longer quite so gruff. "Of all the things that you've taken over the years... which one would you have returned, if you could?"

For just one second, at the beginning, the question stumped him. Over the years? But Akira's father had been 20 Masks BEFORE he had - what if it were an item that had been stolen years and years before -

...would have returned, if you could...

No. There was only one answer to that. Akira's heart was heavy with it and, he suspected, might never shed that weight. "The Ice Mermaid," he said softly, without hesitation.

It was Asasho's turn to be stumped. "Ah - yes, that's right. Well, then; here you go. Er - where do you want to meet them?"

Them? Now Akira was sure it was the chairman's doing. Well, there was no time like the present. Quickly, he relayed the info to the editor, then hurried off to change his clothes.


Nokoru had never been a very patient boy, especially when it came to waiting; in fact, Suoh could safely say that Nokoru was worse at waiting than anyone he'd ever known, not even barring infants.

Perhaps that was why the chairman's stolid silence was unnerving him.

Nokoru stood as the wind from the park rustled his hair with sakura-scented fingers, staring off into the distance as though looking for answers. Whatever answer it was, he didn't seem to find it; his eyes narrowed slightly as he gazed, lips pursed, and Suoh had the sudden, strange feeling that all the chairman needed was a Deerstalker cap and pipe to complete his image.

"I think I've just figured something out, Suoh," said the chairman in pensive tones, but before Suoh could answer, 20 Masks arrived.

His advent was not nearly as flashy as Suoh had been afraid it would be. There were no balloons, no fireworks, no monstrous explosions from the plumbing underground. 20 Masks was simply THERE; with such silence and stealth that even Suoh, with his ninja training, was mildly impressed.

Mildly.

"Hello, my friends," said 20 Masks in a smooth voice; and something about him - something was... familiar? No; Suoh couldn't place it. He did not know this man.

"Assuming, of course," replied the chairman with a cat-like smile, "that we ARE your friends."

"We career criminals take friendship wherever we can get it, my friend," answered the thief, and he bowed. "There is no reason for vulgar hostility."

Suoh nearly laughed; such high-handed words from a pilferer! But Nokoru seemed to blossom under the formalities, and only smiled more broadly.

"Indeed. Well, to that end, I believe I have information that you need very dearly."

"So you said." The thief smiled. "Pray, continue."

Suoh resisted the urge to sigh and rub his temples. Dear kami, this could go on for ages....

Nokoru did not waste words. He simply handed a sheet of paper to the thief, who looked at it for a decent amount of time before saying anything. He was clearly too intelligent to read it that slowly; Suoh guessed whatever was on there simply took time to process.

"This is true?"

"All true, friend," replied Nokoru with no trace of a smile now. "I rather thought you'd like to know."

"I don't see any, ah - solution given therein," murmured the thief, folding the paper carefully and hiding it somewhere in his jacket.

Nokoru bowed. "That, my friend, is up to you."

The thief sighed and bowed as well. "I had a feeling you would say that, good sir. Is there anything else?"

"Never," replied Nokoru genteely with a twinkle in his eye.

"Very well. Farewell - both you and your silent bodyguard." And with that, the thief left; simply melting back into the shadows that had birthed him, making no more noise than Suoh would have done himself. Suoh wondered, for a moment, if a man that talented might pose a threat toward Nokoru - but there would be time for that later.

"Are we finished here?" he growled to Nokoru in a stern whisper, and the chairman nodded. Taking his arm, Suoh directed his charge back to the street, to the waiting limo, and away. No more wandering around for the chairman, not tonight.

And in the shadows, Akira leaned against a tree and tried to keep his heart from beating completely through his throat.

This list... this information... was horrible. There was no other word for it; it was simply, completely horrible.

Death upon death.

Suicides.

Murders.

Families breaking apart. Marriages, siblings, parents and children -

Cousins wrestling to their deaths and lovers thrusting one another into the cold hands of merciless gravity rather than allowing the knife to pass on to someone else -

...this had to be stopped. Whatever the problem was, however it worked - that horrible, cursed blade HAD to be stopped.

Akira had no idea why it had not affected him; he certainly had no desire to touch it, own it, or even spit at it from a distance. However, touch it he would have to now; it was time to give the thing back, no matter what the cost.

For the first time that night, Akira wondered if his answer of "The Ice Mermaid" might just have been wrong.

Wednesday, December 10, 2003 :: 03:10 a.m.

The village lay still at night, dark and deserted as any village seems to be in the cold hours between moon and sun. Silvery light still played over the grey thatch of man-made homes, but it was star-born, and like most things star-born, was just lovely enough to make one forget its uselessness. It made caverns of the uneven pocks of sea-hewn stone, steeples in the jagged silhouettes of fields, and furrowed the paths to and from the village with vaguely-seen things, hinting at the possibility of traps and pitfalls. The elf knew these thoughts were nonsense, but he could feel the old blood spilled here, so many years ago; he could not help but let his imagination do as it would.

The possibility of disappointment was too strong, otherwise.

He blended with the starlight. He cast no shadow as he walked; silvery eyes and silvery hair hid his approach as much as his silence, and only once he paused to inspect words carved into a boulder in an ancient tongue. The last dog to die in Peyton's Crossing had been buried here; in spite of his frivolous heart, the elf paused to wonder at a people so removed that they would not even know the very human joy of dogs and their slobber. Perhaps he was wrong in coming; perhaps the Keye was not really here, after all. Suddenly, he shuddered.

Panicking, he clutched his chest to hide a glowing blue fire that erupted from the confines of his thin grey shirt, shining achingly through his fingers as he stifled a sound of pain. It did not seem to burn him; curling slightly, he leaned for only a moment against the burial stone, then exhaled slowly as the blue fire faded away. His shirt was blackened. Wrinkling his nose at the mess, Aiden moved on toward one grey house, and climbed through the open window with such grace as to lend his action dignity.

An infant was here; a human infant, already aging in ways Aiden would never know, already mortal and doomed to die. It was a pretty thing; a thick head of honey-colored hair shaded eyes Aiden knew would be green - not blue, green. It was time for the gods to have their laugh, after all.

Leaning over the cradle, Aiden pressed a kiss on the forehead of the human babe, and his hair fell around the child like moonlight. Placing one hand on the infant's small breast, he spoke.

"Over sea and over stone, through the mountains and away - and yet, you must return back home, there for your fate a lie you'll play." Aiden grinned in the moonlight of his hair, and his eyes grew blue like the fire in his chest. "Good luck, little San'yul. When we meet again I will be no closer to death, but you will; and yet you'll be more fun to catch than I." Aiden stood; and the cradle darkened as he pulled away.

The child shifted a little, making a sound that warned of hunger in his sleep; when he opened his eyes, the elf was gone, and yet he began to cry anyway. His mother came, as mothers do, to comfort him. She fed him, walked the breadth of the room with him on her shoulder, and sang songs to him that he would remember all his life; and finally, he fell asleep. Not until the next day did she find the small, blackened mark on the small baby's bosom.

The brand was one nobody knew; and yet it filled his parents with fear, and they took great pains to make sure San'yul showed no one the strange, painless injury. As he grew, the mark faded, though his parents did not know why; and by the time he was ten, it had vanished altogether. But they never forgot how it looked, marring his soft, white skin; almost a square, wider on the top than the bottom, with two thin lines extending from both upper corners as though somehow bespeaking a crown.

The mark faded, and with it their fear; they neither spoke of it, nor reminded him, and in time, San'yul forgot, as well. He grew in the village of Peyton's Crossing, knowing nothing of elves or blue fire, and he was happy.

His fate had not yet come.

Meep. Feel free to comment. ^_^;;

Friday, December 5, 2003 :: 05:40 p.m.

Updated! ^_^

If you have the time, I'd like to tell you a story.

Go back across the mountains - the other way, of course - and walk along the Daring sea, and you will find a small village by the name of Peyton's Crossing. No one living there today can tell you why it's named that; they'll laugh if you ask and say their grandmothers knew someone who knew someone who knew, but that's all in jest. For long generations the families of Peyton's Crossing have lived alone, unto themselves sufficient and proud of this truth; the name of their village makes no difference to the seasons, the crops or the cattle, and so does not matter to them.

Events in the weird, wide world no longer reached them. Protected by the mountains of Raast to the north and south, sea to the east and dark forest to the west, the villagers meet outsiders only when the outsiders come to them - and this does not happen anymore. Once upon a time, it used to - but that stopped when the Singers died.

The world once came often. Many mantles hold coins from unknown and imagined lands, taken down once in a while to wonder at or for children to paw. Maps still exist, ancient - some so ancient that breaths make them crumble, and there are even some few weapons and legends that do not speak to local crafting, cluttering the backs of men's sheds and men's minds. Most weapons are stored in the Great Church, but they are a curiosity, and nothing more. No one knows from where they came; and no one, really, cares.

In the distance, when the sun is setting through the trees and turning the sea red-grey, there lies the remains of some sort of path leading into the deep, dark wood. Nobody walks it now, and no one has within anyone's living memory. That path may go to castles or caverns, be what's left of shipping routes or slave trade, but there is no way to tell now; curiosity, as much as children have, has only led as far as the first dreaded shadows of the woods - and then it is back to the bright sunlight, the golden fields, the safety of open spaces. But once upon a time, that path - wide enough for three chariots, for six horses abreast and many, many feet - was well-used; and there will come a time when it must be used again.

So it is written. The prophecies of the older days never go wrong, no matter how much time Time takes to fulfill them, and in this place, some grandmothers remember that Peyton's Crossing has yet more to do in the weird, wide world. But such thoughts and dreams were long ago; today there are fields to harvest, and beasts to milk; there are shirts to be mended, and precious little time for tales by the fireside that might or might not come true. In the end, there is Today; and Today is what matters.

And so, Peyton's Crossing sleeps; and the earth her workers till waits for the day when the path will be used once more.

Friday, December 5, 2003 :: 01:40 a.m.

Mmm... been buuuusy. So very, very busy. And I can't sleep. @_@ But other than that, I've been getting a LOT of thinking done. I do believe I know more of the universe in which this book is based now... So here's an eyeful of just a wee bit. ~_^

If you have the time, I'd like to tell you a story.

Go back across the mountains - the other way, of course - and walk along the Daring sea, and you will find a small village by the name of Peyton's Crossing. No one living there today can tell you why it's named that; they'll laugh if you ask and say that their grandmothers knew someone who knew someone who knew, but that's all in jest. For long generations the families of Peyton's Crossing have lived, alone, unto themselves sufficient and proud of this truth; the name of their village makes no difference in the seasons, the crops or the cattle, and so does not matter to them.

Events in the weird, wide world no longer reached them there. Protected by the mountains of Raast to the north and south, sea to the east and dark forest to the west, the villagers see outsiders only when the outsiders come to them - and this does not happen anymore. Once upon a time, it used to; but that stopped when the Singers died.

The world once came often. This is obvious from the many, many coins of various countries kept above mantles in various houses, taken down once in a while to wonder at or for the children to handle; or from the maps - so ancient that breaths make them crumble - or the few strange weapons and legends that do not speak to local crafting. Such weapons are usually stored in forgotten sheds or in the Great Church which dominates the center of town; but they are a curiosity, and nothing more. No one knows from where they came; and no one, really, cares.

In the distance, barely seen when the sun is setting through the trees and turning the sea red-grey, there lies the remains of some sort of path leading into the deep, dark wood; but nobody walks it now, and no one has within anyone's living memory. That path may go to castles or caverns, be what's left of shipping routes or slave trade, but there is no way to tell now; curiosity, as much as children have, has only led as far as the first dreaded shadows of the woods - and then it is back to the bright sunlight, the golden fields, the safety of open spaces. But once upon a time, that path - wide enough for three chariots, for six horses abreast and many, many feet - was well-used; and there will come a time when it must be used again.

So it is written. The prophecies of the older days never go wrong, no matter how much time Time takes to fulfill them, and in this place, some grandmothers remember that Peyton's Crossing has yet more to do in the weird, wide world. But such thoughts and dreams were long ago; today there are fields to harvest, and beasts to milk; there are shirts to be mended, and precious little time for tales by the fireside that might or might not come true. In the end, there is Today; and Today is what matters.

And so, Peyton's Crossing sleeps; and the earth she tills waits for the day when the path will be used once more.

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